So im in 10th grade.. At school im a loner.. I used to be popular.. People talk shit and now im just there all alone… im suposedly prego… im a baby killing whore.. im a slut.. im a red headed troll.. im fat.. im ugly.. everyone hates me.. i went to the office about it and they just said its high school.. everyone goes thru it … i dont want to even go back.. on top of that.. im in love with this kid.. i know i know im to young to be in love but.. its just i get a feeling when im around him… he doesnt love me.. he goes to my school and he just ignores me… hes dating one of my friends and they are suposedly in love… its so hard being in love with someone that doesnt love you… I think, if i die.. will anyone care or will everyone just put me aside and never think bout me again…? Does anyone really care..
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When I was in highschool, everybody loved sluts. I’m sorry things have changed.
Wow… umm the thing is im not a slut…
I misunderstood! Please forgive me.
Its all good… people just think i am becuz i wear shorts and tank tops.. is that really that bad????
Im really being able to relate to you now. /-\ . Dont worry about it tho. High school will be over soon enough x|
Someone cares about you… Even tough these people you may not know yet. Why don’t you take it easy and start giving to some other people, other than this kid, the chance to get to know you?
I’m from brazil, so i’m sorry if my english is a crap. kpasoksapoksa <3
It sounds like you know inside of you that what people say about you is not true. (You’re not a slut because you wear shorts and tank tops!) Don’t let it get to you too much now: you’ll want to live on to see the happiest and best parts of your life rather than remember the worst. While the girls who are caught up in the gossip might be too scared to associate with you, that doesn’t mean that you can’t meet nice girls (and hot guys) from another school who will care about you.
(If you think it’s really getting really bad and you urgently need to talk to someone before you hurt yourself, you could always call 1-800-273-8255 for help at any time.)
You sound like a really nice girl. I hope everything works out for you.