No…

I know…it’s the right thing to do…but…I…CAN”T IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU! I’M NOT READY FOR YOU TO LEAVE…The army…If…I lose you…what am I going to do…I can hardly make a step without you for one day…what am I going to do for four years….It hurts…IT HURTS! Please…I’m so lonely…already…without you…I will be in pain…I will be shattered…My soul is but my heart will be too!…..This hurts…it hurts…I don’t want to lose you…I don’t want to lose you…