Simple.
It’s not the loneliness – which I can never seem to shake.
It’s not that my best friend – Is who used to be the love of my life and I can never have her.
It’s not that I lost my feelings towards her – while she was the only thing that I cared for.
It’s not my lack of ability to miss or feel – I am fine without them.
Not even the lack of the ability to choose my fate – and being dictated it by my country.
It’s the fact that, no matter what I do, what I try, what I think I want – I get bored of it, I dispose of it, I abandon.
Friends, Family, Hobbies, Music, Love, Knowledge, Studying, Travelling.
All, but void in my eyes, all dim and lightless, hopeless.
I want to die, because, simply, I cannot find a single reason to live for.
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That’s just what it means to be a human. Every person who has ever, or will ever exist is exactly the same. The only difference is that most don’t decide to end their lives because of it. “eventually will get boring” can be predicated on any subject. The only choice is to value the continuous struggle itself. Admittidly, for some it seems far more difficult, if not impossible.
We feel loneliness. And lose friend’s to. Get over it.
Donnie that’s abit harsh, don’t you think ?
No
Well it is, be nice
s2419 What have you still got issues about your weight.?
We all come in Diffient shap’s. Girl’s are hot. Big girl’s are hot. You got to be a man to get it.
I like Donnie. I bet his brain is bigger than mine, and has more cells
So guy’s don’t go though the same shit to. Girl’s are hot. We have to work out. Us boy’s.
Fat girl’s are hot. Fat boy’s.?
donnie chill out okay
i dont know. really . its jst dat i think things will never work. i want to make things better but they are never are going to be better. i wanna live…peacefully & happily