im think im going to end it tonight. i just want to find that reason to live. please help me. sholud i live or die?
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I can’t tell you what to do, but I can tell you that it is difficult to kill oneself. I’ve tried it and failed. It’s the pain, the lonliness, the lack of anyone to connect to that makes us want to leave this life. On this website, you can connect. So perhaps give it a few days or weeks of communication.
Going through the same problem…but I’m scared shitless every time.
How are you planning to do it?
I know how I’m planning to do it. Just have to wait until December 12th for all the shiz off Amazon to arrive then I’ll do it shortly after New Years. At least I can celebrate Christmas and New Years with my family for one last time. Urghh, how did it come to this I really don’t know.
i dont know how many times i want to do it too but like oddoneout, the idea scared me.
same problems..always a fail for me though. then again im a failure at everything i do.
i dont believe for a second that you fail at everything, your an amazing person no matter what. find help, reach out and find the help you need. one day you will find your happiness. everyone is amazing here and no one is ugly, dumb or anything like that accept me. you are you and thats all you can be.
only reason i can’t get my self to do it is, because i want to go to heaven and no matter all the shit I’ve been through, i can’t kill my self to burn for all eternity .
you wont burn in hell for committing suicide.
im going to hang myself.
I’m probably the last one who should tell anyone to not commit suicide because I’ve attempted and thought about doing it many .. many times. But every time I woke up in the morning I kind of had a sense of relief. I felt like I had more to live for. And I believe all of you do to. Please don’t do this …
im going to do it eventually i just have to gut up and do it.
Have you tried letting out your pain in another way? Writing, sports anything? I don’t know you or anything but i’m sure you’re an amazing person. Try finding an alternative, find something you love and just pursue it.
i sometimes write really deep and sad poems, and i cant do sports cause of the physical pain. ive tried alot but never helps. i self harm, i have burns and cuts down my body. i wrip my skin i cut it i burn it and much more. thats the only thing that can sometimes help.
Have you ever tried going to a poetry club and reciting your poem? I did that last year it was amazing. The people were really nice. I thought they would say something about it being too depressing but you’d be surprised about how many people can relate to your story. It might help to let out your frustration in front of a crowd of people who are going to through the same thing as you.
i have a sevear anxity disorder. i cant go out and esspially read stuff to people! and there is nothing like that where i come from.