To the point where I can’t cry I don’t have any emotion really. Sometimes I want to be mad at god but it’s what I’ve done but I don’t know..the only thing that makes me feel okay is alcohol and sex .
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Hello liarsandsaintsX
Sorry you are feeling so lost and empty. Would like to help…I understand the alcohol and sex addictions…but how did you get to this point? Here to listen if you want to talk.
Peace
Amakua
I really would like someone to talk to
I’m here…as are others. And I’m listening. Could you maybe give me your age, rank and serial number? ya know…m/f, age…that should be sufficient. Just to give me an idea who I am talking to.
The thing about your post that struck me as interesting…is that you don’t blame…well atleast anyone but yourself…and yet I sense the truth is altogether different. I’m trying not to ask a kabillion questions here…lol…but who hurt you first?
Amakua
hello liarsandsaits. im also hear to listen.
*liarsandsaints..didnt mean to misspell that
I’m 15. & female .
Charliemarbles24; thank you it means a lot that there are people who care to even listen. Thankyou..
A bit of friendly advice. Please dont post your age, it complicates things and is safer for you.
You should talk to someone about getting in touch with those emotions. Lifes not fun when you only feel bad.
Hey LiarsandsaintsX,
Have to disagree with PinkVoid…it is important…especially when dealing with adults…that they are aware of your age. It doesn’t change anything…other than you will be treated more kindly and hopefully age appropriately. That is the only reason I like to know.
Also a sex and alcohol addiction at 30 is a whole different story than a 15 year old with the same issues. Still you have not told us why? What have you done that is soooo terrible that you feel you must pay for it forever…with your life honestly. Would I be close if I guessed that you were a victim of abuse at one time?
Okay…now I’m doing the talking…but I’d rather be listening…so let us know what you would like us to know about you.
The questions I asked you about age and sex are appropriate…but please never divulge your real identity or actual location to anyone…even if you friend them and start emailing…this is not safe. Even on SP there are bad folks who prey on the weak and lonely…we try to keep the young ones safe…but they don’t always help with that.
Sending you positive thoughts and energy
Peace
Amakua
Can we email or something so I can explain my story if you want to?
Hello LiarsandsaintsX,
Are you speaking to me or to one of the other commenters. If you were speaking to me…my e-mail is my user name @ hotmail.ca But only explain your story if YOU want to.
I may not respond until tomorrow if you do email…it’s very late here…and I have to get some rest…hahaha…I’m chasing after the neighbour’s one year old tomorrow for a few hours…that’s about all I can take…but I love kids. They still see the magic in everything…sigh.
Peace
Amakua