After everything thats been happening, everything thats happened, all in my other posts, I’m supposed to see a shrink for depression.
I just want to die though, it gets better for two second it gets worse, the amount of hate I’m getting on my ask.fm is huge, I just want them to stop but i cant delete my sk, (showing it to police) life is just a shithole, and I’ve no way out.
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Hello Swanblack,
I have read your posts. Not sure you need a shrink…they never did a darn thing for me but often made things worse by making me talk about things I wasn’t ready to talk about. Anyway…after years of looking for help…I finally found it. I finally saw a counsellor at the Sexual Abuse Center. Do you have anything similiar in Ireland? You are not crazy…I’m amazed you’re not…you must be an incredibly strong young woman…what you are is damaged. Not your fault. OMG…people crack over a whole heck of a lot less than you have had to deal with. Please talk to someone who deals with sexual assault…whether you know it or not…that is what damaged you…and the fact that you are bright only makes it harder for you. I know. I suffered for almost 30 years before I finally got help…please don’t wait as long as I did…I did a lot of damage in the meantime…such a waste.
Stay strong love…don’t let the bastard win…there is help out there.
You deserve better
Peace
Amakua