Oh so u are new one?! Hi I am N770 it’s nice to meet u.like u I recently logged on about a week ago. I was wondering if u r boy/girl and if u wanted to be my friend u know some one to talk to for problems are something like that? And I also hope u find what your looking for Wednesday. Also I hope u find hope lol.;) And how old are u? Just curios😉 and if u need someone to talk to u can always talk to me k?? I hope we can be friend and hope u find what you are looking for again. Well talk to u later night😌😊😉
Welcome to SP…I will be your unofficial tourguide…haha SP is not a chat room…although I am told that there is a chat room…that is not to say that we do not chat…or in my case…ramble. But sometimes it can take up to a day to get around to answering your post…unfortunately if it gets hairy on here…they may not get commented on at all…but don’t take it personally…sometimes there is no one here that can relate…but hang in here and someone will come along.
In the meantime…I see atleast one of you is reading other posts and commenting…please continue to do so…you are more than welcome…tonight seems to be especially busy for a Tuesday. Just didn’t want you to think that we aren’t listening and that we don’t care….we do. But we are all pretty much in the same boat here and we all have “other” lives as well.
Sooo…have a seat…settle in…take a breath…and know you are welcome here. Any questions? Just ask anyone…they are very helpful here…I should know.
What would you like to tell us about Wednesday? What are you dealing with today?
Ultimately our goals are similiar…as I too hope that you will feel somewhat understood, find your hope again…and start to really live. So continue on this post…make a new post…but we can’t understand what you don’t share with us eh?…lol
Nice to see your making yourself at home….but be patient…we are all working on extremely different time zones.
Brief introduction…My name is Ama or Amakua or Asshat…I’ve been called many, many names…haha I am 51 years old, female…and I live in Ontario, Canada. I have 3 kids the youngest is 16, severely depressed and suicidal herself. I have unfortunately a great deal of experience with all types of abuse…it’s been a long arduous journey at times…but the good news is…it was worth the fight. I have attempted and failed 7 times…and finally resigned myself to the fact that I ain’t getting out of here anytime soon….slow learner here…hehehe.
So tell us about Wednesday if you would.
Peace
Ama
You’re 12 and turning 13? And it already started? I wouldn’t be so happy about being 13, you’re not gonna wish to feel like I do now, it does get a lot worse with time. Sometimes I feel so bad that it almost feels good, just ridiculous. But I don’t want to go back to where you are now, at least now I feel something real.
I don’t think it gets worse. Torments just change forms and you get better at”coping” whether it’s cutting or just getting used to the pain. The worst part about getting older is when life DOESN’T change
Fair enough. I can’t pigeonhole anybody-we’re all unique . Nikki’s situation might change, it might stay the same and get worse, it might get better. I don’t know why you feel worse because I don’t know you, and in many ways you’re the only person who can figure that out. All I can come up with is that the longer you ruminate, the longer you torture yourself with a thought, eventually you go numb or it becomes unbearable. Will you let me take back my earlier statement if I say instead that not everyone feels worse, not everyone feels better, but we do have to fight to get there?
I don’t know how to get rid of this, I don’t know if it’s a thought, or a feeling or whatever else. With the time, it has just become part of me, what I am; even if I could get rid of it, then who would I be now?
Yeah that sounds good.
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Welcome to SP. I hope you find what you are looking for.
I just logged on too, i am looking for the EXACT same thing
I hope you find it. And never give up until you do.
Oh so u are new one?! Hi I am N770 it’s nice to meet u.like u I recently logged on about a week ago. I was wondering if u r boy/girl and if u wanted to be my friend u know some one to talk to for problems are something like that? And I also hope u find what your looking for Wednesday. Also I hope u find hope lol.;) And how old are u? Just curios😉 and if u need someone to talk to u can always talk to me k?? I hope we can be friend and hope u find what you are looking for again. Well talk to u later night😌😊😉
Im 19 years old. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet everyone.
Oh yes, and I am a girl lol. My picture is posted. Haha
Hello Wednesday and LostandAloneGirl
Welcome to SP…I will be your unofficial tourguide…haha SP is not a chat room…although I am told that there is a chat room…that is not to say that we do not chat…or in my case…ramble. But sometimes it can take up to a day to get around to answering your post…unfortunately if it gets hairy on here…they may not get commented on at all…but don’t take it personally…sometimes there is no one here that can relate…but hang in here and someone will come along.
In the meantime…I see atleast one of you is reading other posts and commenting…please continue to do so…you are more than welcome…tonight seems to be especially busy for a Tuesday. Just didn’t want you to think that we aren’t listening and that we don’t care….we do. But we are all pretty much in the same boat here and we all have “other” lives as well.
Sooo…have a seat…settle in…take a breath…and know you are welcome here. Any questions? Just ask anyone…they are very helpful here…I should know.
Peace
Amakua
Thanks for the welcome.
Hello Wednesday,
What would you like to tell us about Wednesday? What are you dealing with today?
Ultimately our goals are similiar…as I too hope that you will feel somewhat understood, find your hope again…and start to really live. So continue on this post…make a new post…but we can’t understand what you don’t share with us eh?…lol
Nice to see your making yourself at home….but be patient…we are all working on extremely different time zones.
Brief introduction…My name is Ama or Amakua or Asshat…I’ve been called many, many names…haha I am 51 years old, female…and I live in Ontario, Canada. I have 3 kids the youngest is 16, severely depressed and suicidal herself. I have unfortunately a great deal of experience with all types of abuse…it’s been a long arduous journey at times…but the good news is…it was worth the fight. I have attempted and failed 7 times…and finally resigned myself to the fact that I ain’t getting out of here anytime soon….slow learner here…hehehe.
So tell us about Wednesday if you would.
Peace
Ama
Awsome I am Nikki and I am 12 very soon going to be 13 soon on dec. 15 yeah!!!
You’re 12 and turning 13? And it already started? I wouldn’t be so happy about being 13, you’re not gonna wish to feel like I do now, it does get a lot worse with time. Sometimes I feel so bad that it almost feels good, just ridiculous. But I don’t want to go back to where you are now, at least now I feel something real.
I don’t think it gets worse. Torments just change forms and you get better at”coping” whether it’s cutting or just getting used to the pain. The worst part about getting older is when life DOESN’T change
I’ve had the same torment since it started, it haven’t changed at all, it’s still the very same one so if it didn’t get worse why do I feel like this
Fair enough. I can’t pigeonhole anybody-we’re all unique . Nikki’s situation might change, it might stay the same and get worse, it might get better. I don’t know why you feel worse because I don’t know you, and in many ways you’re the only person who can figure that out. All I can come up with is that the longer you ruminate, the longer you torture yourself with a thought, eventually you go numb or it becomes unbearable. Will you let me take back my earlier statement if I say instead that not everyone feels worse, not everyone feels better, but we do have to fight to get there?
I don’t know how to get rid of this, I don’t know if it’s a thought, or a feeling or whatever else. With the time, it has just become part of me, what I am; even if I could get rid of it, then who would I be now?
Yeah that sounds good.