I am scared of myself. I have like another personality. When I want to cut myself I can’t stop. It’s like someone is stoping me. I have a personlaity that is loving and caring and funny then I have another one that hates everything and dispises the world. I’ve tryed committing suicide 30 times or more. I’m scared that the next time I’m going to succeed. dining want to die, we’ll part of me doesn’t want to die but the other one is strongerso it is winning. HELP!
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I share that. The only thing that someone has said to me that helped is to find something that I like doing for me. For the first time in my life I am actually drawing! I also use it as a sort of therapy. It helps me to safely express how I feel and let it out without hurting myself, no one sees it only me. Can you find something like that, that you can get into? Something safe, nice, just for you? Finger painting is fun! Please treat yourself to something positive. A little bit of hope is something you can add to.
I’m not sure. I’ve been trying for years to stop cutting. It’s like I’m addicted to it or something.