When I’m with my friends or around people in general, they ignore me unless I’m actively vying for their attention. When I’m with my friends I can sit there in silence and it’s like I’m invisible to them. Is it my own fault? Am I that boring that no one wants to talk to me unless I make the effort to talk to them first? The effort it takes to act happy and bubbly and fun around them is exhausting. It’s exhausting to have friends. But if I don’t have friends, if I don’t have these people, what will I have? I would be completely alone. Is better to have these people who don’t care rather than to have no one at all?
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I know how that feels.Especially since I’m a shy person,I tend to get overlooked at times.Mostly around loud,obnoxious people because they’re always seeking attention,but I realize that my friends still did care because of all the times they’ve been there for me etc,but if they’re like treating you like you’re not there and walk off leaving you by yourself,then it might be time for some new friends.Just try to meet some new people and see how that works out or maybe your friends don’t realize what they’re doing.I suggest talking to them about it.Hope that helps
I tend to be shy around new people, but I can be loud and boisterous too. if I put in the effort. I don’t know what to say to them about how I feel because to them, I’m fun and cute and happy. They don’t know how unhappy I am or about anything I would post on here. To them, this depressed side of me doesn’t exist. They’ve never experienced this side of me, and I don’t know how to breach the topic in a way that isn’t so out of the blue or unexpected.
Well,they’re your friends right?They should be there for you and help you.I’m sure they’ll listen.If not,then just come out of your comfort zone and mingle.I know it’s hard to talk to different people,but I trained myself to come out of my shell.I can still have my moments,but confidence is key.I met some good people by coming out of my shell.Best of luck!
Thank you. Maybe I’ll try talking to more people in my classes
I can totally relate. I’m very shy, and so when i don’t talk, which is most of the time, they just think that’s normal. If i look worried or sad, they really don’t care and think it’s nothing. It’s quite annoying really, no one really cares about me. Maybe talk about your problems with them and they might see you differently and support you. 🙂
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i am you..you reflect me with those words.i wishd i could be more human.i am just tired of being a ghost
i dont like this world. People around me are selfish, materialistic.I dont have even a single frnd who cares about me.They just ignore me.So i focus on my studies but i am not getting expected output.I am tired , after 10th class when i left my home for higher studies it has been a worst time for me dont know when it will end.I have been fighting and i think i will move on but sometimes my enery level is zero. i dont like people to look at me . I dont have any girlfriend not even a single person who can feel my pain except my parents. I just want to be happy, there seems no end to my depression constant failures it’s disappointing but i have never given up and no matter what strikes me i will rise , i will taste the success, i will feel its joy.At least i have an aim and i want to fight fo it always, i dont want it to be easy , i want myself to be judged brutally . I want to know hwat is my breaking point.Yet i dont like people
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