cancer, you have finally won as this is my goodbyes to all you wounderful people on sp. i have written notes to my family saying goodbye and now all is left is to the people of sp. thankyou for trying to help but its my time to go im sorry. all i can say is that cancer wins this fight it wins my life.
is there anybody that needs help before i die? i would really like to help someone, as please coment if you do, it may make my life last a little longer.
dont be sad ba happy you deserve it i will always care for and i’ll tell god or whatever to send you strength and happiness.
so i guess this is goodbye for the very last time.
camcer youve won i will die but not how you wanted so thanks for ruining my life.
p.s does anyoe need help before i die tonight ?
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please dont, just leave it for at lest a week please, if things dont work out then make a comment saying so, just please not tonight not this night, im begging you please. we care, we honestly care we might not know you but no matter what we will always care. when i say this post i actually cried it was really sad to hear just please give it a week.
im leaving it for a day because i need one more thing to make this work. but then im going im going to leave this cruel world. and if i dont write any posts in the next 2 days well then it means i will b gone.
no just please dont.
come join us in the chat, many of us could use some help
Need help yes, want to know how.
Im new here but ive read most of ur posts and although i dont know u it hurts that u have to suffer with leukemia at such a young age like u have. If i could id give my life to u all ive done is waste it anyway.
I want to say dont give up and all that, but im ready to give up myself so itd be hypocritical of me. I think u should do what u feel is best for u. At least u will finally be at peace and be free of suffering. If u r indeed serious about this, i wish u well on ur journey.
I’m so sorry that you’ve gone through. I can’t even begin to understand what it must be like. I know we’ve never spoken but I love you. And I hope you can be happy, before you go x
thankyou
It hurts me to hear you say that. I’ve been following your posts from the beginning and I think your story is inpirational. I don’t know the pain your going through, but if you wish to end that suffering its up to you. But You’ve left a mark on this site because you are a fighter and your strong. I hope you change your mind but if you don’t, good luck
no one deserves what you experienced. nobody.
thankyou everyone, i was on that chat lastnight and i dont know what to do i miht stay a bit longer i might not, all i know is in 2 days im looking back on my life and that will be my final decession nd i will my final post aftr i have taken the poison and od. so i cant change my mind.