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I think you need some perspective. You need someone to understand, but everyone in your context is buried in their own crap and they don’t want to help you right? That’s why you’re here. I’m gonna need a little more information to go deeper though.

Regardless of your specific situation, you may not believe it, coming from a random guy from the internet, but you have the complete control to be the right person that your parents should have been. What’s keeping me going is how excited I am to be the person that turns an awful family situation into something healthy. My future kids lives are more important to me than my own, and I’m going to be the turning point in my family towards something actually functional. That legacy will last forever