Since morning I haven’t left my room.
I just lay in my bed and try to get up do something productive.
I have three tests on Sunday, and I want to start it…
I even opened the book now, but I just burst into tears.
I don’t know why, I want to study, but my mind just can’t handle it or something.
Everything feels so dull, it’s like I’m looking at something then my thrust just seize up and Im overcome with such a chocking feeling of hopelessness…
I just feel so stressed with life and exams are not even started, what am I going to do then?
All I know is right now the emptiness is so bad I don’t care about anything, I just want to curl up in my bed forever and not move. For the next day to never come.
I hate feeling this way, but i can’t stop the feelings from interfering with everything I do .
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i WISH i could stay in my room all day.
i WISH i could just curl up in bed and stay there until i die.