I don’t understand why people still continue to believe that they will die from taking pills. I tell you me and MANY or even MOST people on this site would have been gone long time ago. Who would chose to hang themselves or jump in front of a train over a peaceful sleep and never wake up??? Really. NO PILLS, NO MATTER THE AMOUNT OR “COMBINATION” will EVER kill you. Unless you have Barbiturates or Opiates, which I highly doubt. Do some research and try if you want, you’ll just land in a hospital, sick but far from dead. You could also wind up damaging your liver and kindness for good while you live a long and painful life.
I am sorry for your pain. I am there too but you’ll have to find a even more courage to try something else cause that won’t work. I haven’t and that’s why I am still here.
I know it’s a stupid technique, but it’s the only way I can manage, I wasn’t looking for a suicide, not right now. Maybe end up in hospital, make people realise that I’m weak and they need to stop verbally spitting on me everyday. A cry for help, you’d call it. Thank you for your honesty.
VacatedHappiness and heartcore, ty for your comments, I don’t think I will run away tonight. But some day, I most likely will. x
It’s good that you recognize your real motivations, most people that threaten to kill themselves don’t really want to die. You’re honest about it to yourself and others. I hope the people around you start paying more attention, that things will change and that your hospital stay is not too long. I personally DESPISE being in a psych ward. Those have been some of the worst experiences of my life.
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No. Find a music store and a drum kit. Beat the fuck out of it… musically.
I hope you find happiness. And I also hope whatever caused you to do it realises what it’s done.
I don’t understand why people still continue to believe that they will die from taking pills. I tell you me and MANY or even MOST people on this site would have been gone long time ago. Who would chose to hang themselves or jump in front of a train over a peaceful sleep and never wake up??? Really. NO PILLS, NO MATTER THE AMOUNT OR “COMBINATION” will EVER kill you. Unless you have Barbiturates or Opiates, which I highly doubt. Do some research and try if you want, you’ll just land in a hospital, sick but far from dead. You could also wind up damaging your liver and kindness for good while you live a long and painful life.
I am sorry for your pain. I am there too but you’ll have to find a even more courage to try something else cause that won’t work. I haven’t and that’s why I am still here.
I know it’s a stupid technique, but it’s the only way I can manage, I wasn’t looking for a suicide, not right now. Maybe end up in hospital, make people realise that I’m weak and they need to stop verbally spitting on me everyday. A cry for help, you’d call it. Thank you for your honesty.
VacatedHappiness and heartcore, ty for your comments, I don’t think I will run away tonight. But some day, I most likely will. x
It’s good that you recognize your real motivations, most people that threaten to kill themselves don’t really want to die. You’re honest about it to yourself and others. I hope the people around you start paying more attention, that things will change and that your hospital stay is not too long. I personally DESPISE being in a psych ward. Those have been some of the worst experiences of my life.
Thank you. I’m sorry about the times you woke up in hospital, I’m always here for a chat. 🙂
@jordy if it helped then my pleasure. 🙂