…sooo

I left sp for a short while cuz life was getting better. This month fucked over….I’m done complaining about my “terrible” life now seeing how things can get better. I don’t wanna be seen as a complainer (which is what I think some of u r thinking of me as) so I won’t complain. I’m fine haven’t cut in a while not sure how long exactly. I don’t THINK im suicidal anymore I’ve been thru enough this month to tell or maybe I’m just letting things go i dont know. I’m a lot happier I guess if I was to compare myself now and me back in january I’m a lot better. Im not saying my family life is good cuz it’s really not but I have friends I run away too so I won’t complain anymore I handle it differently now. I fight back but if things go to extreme I leave the house for a while. Anyways a lots happened but it doesn’t matter. My goal now is to just be happy and safe(: