I feel bad for my friend, shortie. Yesterday she was on Tumblr, and she saw a screen shot of a texting conversation where basically a dude broke up with a chick because she was suicidal. All of the comments were about other people who’d gone through the same shit. Shortie started crying on my shoulder after reading all of that, and she had the most terrified look on her face. She asked me if I’d ever stop loving her if she was suicidal. I would NEVER stop loving her, and it broke my heart that she even felt the need to ask. I know she cuts herself, I know she thinks about suicide on a daily basis, but that hasn’t changed, nor will it ever change, how much I love her. I told her all of this, then she asked me if I’d treat her differently or leave her. I felt so so sorry that she even thinks I would do this. I love her so much, and nothing from mildly depressed thoughts to suicidal cutting could make me ever treat her differently.
For anyone out there who’s worrying about being deserted or treated differently by someone you love because you plan to tell them you’re suicidal or depressed, I wish you the best of luck. It sucks, and I hate that anyone feels this way. I’m here for anyone who needs someone to talk to. I’ll never ditch a friend in need.
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This is very uplifting! You sound like a great friend. It’s very admirable for you to be there for your friend and love her, regardless of what she’s going through. I’m sure she’s happy to have you in her life. I wish both of you guys the best! 🙂
Absolutely, I have been through so much physical disease, abuse and dependance on drugs starting from dr. and on and on. We all have days that are whoa is me, mostly everyday. I think especially for youth, these ssri’s are leading to far more trouble, and will make you really depressed. There is another way, i have the secret! pls contact me at highballer906@yahoo.com to talk, i am a good listener, also a CYW, AND I went through a thought of which you are thinking + have had a suicide in direct family, and deem it to be selfish in a way that, you think you are free, but everyone else suffers tremendously and questions their own behaviour for years and eternity; meanwhile, every human chooses the life they are in, the most of life suffering is to lead to a better afterlife if you carry on. If you choose the selfish? path. You are doomed back to invitro to suffer a life far worse than u have right now. Believe!!!!!!!!
Hope, Respect< Dignity, Honesty, Love, Peace and Namaste. Please think and prolong, one day at a time!
you’re a good friend. i hope there are more people like you.
This made me cry a little. Thank you for sharing.