In short my life is over the way i see it with a dose of reality.
I regret having a certain brother, he is an alcoholic and has done what alycy’s. Do.. Ruin everyone around them. I am 57 now and am about to lose everything.
Most people iny life the last few yrs have been a negative influence. I have a ” lil red spiral” titled, “IF I DID”. Therein are my thoughts establishing my point of view.
I should not ever been born to see what life could be like, if lived properly from an early age, with a clear goal. I am not anything that a woman would want at my age, and that was what I was striving to become until NOV. ’09. Came about.
Values are what we set, mine are mine and such are yours. We are not the same, none of us. Some dream like me of tremedous acomplishments. Others see no further than the tv remote. Those are the type I dont like to be
around all the time. My creativity, my inventions,
my imagination to solve a problem hidden from others will go the grave with me, the VERY ESSENCE OF MY CHRISTIANITY will go to the grave with me, IN MY OPINION.
hidden from others, will go the grave with me. I have exhausted all my other talents or skills to make a living in this life, but for the creative gift I have,(( PROVERBS 8:12 ))..I ASKED GOD FOR IT..
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Hey Justmyopinion,
Looking to talk religion? I love a good religious debate…hahaha. Just kidding. I am a 51 year old woman myself…and I don’t have a television…or a remote…by choice. Anything I really want to watch I can stream…soooo. I am not terribly creative or imaginative myself…although others may argue that.
Not sure what’s up with the brother thing…you didn’t really explain…and you don’t have to…just curious.
Here if you want to talk…or just someone to listen
Peace
Amakua
57 is a good innings. I don’t know whether you follow cricket but Rahul Dravid is an Indian batsman who was known as ‘the wall’ because he was notoriously difficult to get out. Sometimes you have to whether some very awkward deliveries until the match conditions change whilst putting away the odd bad ball. You have to be selective about the shots you play. Reaching a century is well within your capabilities but that might be achieved more through patience and resolve rather than flamboyant skill. It can be just as entertaining to watch.