“You can always talk to me. I will always be here to listen.”
Yeah right! I can’t talk to anyone around here. I tried to talk to my best friend and all I said basically went in one ear and out the other. She has the attention span of a fly. Anyone else I try to talk to, it always somehow becomes about them. Can’t it just be me for one fucking minute? Can we just talk about me and my problems without you blowing me off? I sound conceited but I really am not. I am just tired of being the listener and talking to my friends about THEM. For once, I just want it to be about me.
Just someone take me away already so I won;t have to live in this hell hole anymore! ugh, I’ve just about had it!
-A.C
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I know exactly how you feel. Especially when you try to tell someone and they say how it could be worst,or they have more problems. Like for one minute,can we focus on MINE? But I really feel you on this,the world is a messed up place full of selfish people. But you have to learn to care about just yourself and you’ll be OK. Trust me baby,at the end,it’s all about you.
Wow…I can relate on practically every single sentence here!
Just a couple days back I talk to a friend of mine, just letting things out. She seemed fine with it, until I realized it wasn’t being fine with it, it was just not listening to me. But I still carried on letting it out. And when I fucking PAUSED (not ended), she looks at me and goes “Other people have bigger problems.” So what, my problems are supposed to disappear cuz other people have bigger ones? Then I guess the shit that YOU complain about (homework, social life & other bullshit) should also be not considered cuz other people have bigger problems like starvation and war.
People should really think about things in a different perspective….it would help the world a lot if they could just think of the situation in our shoes.
But bottom line, I feel you. You are not alone.
You said it. I just hate that people do that! For once I just want someone to listen. We have a voice too, you know? Everyone hurts, no matter the severity. Yeah there are people who are doing worse than us, but we are also doing worse than others. If only they could understand..
But thanks for that.
I commend you on opening up to your friends or anyone for that matter because that’s what I’ve failed to do and I completely understand why you’re upset my mom( who found out) that I’ve been feeling this way and hasn’t been of much service