I’m thinking so hard about what I feel my head is hurting. I wish I could end this. Just close my eyes and be gone. But no, I must fight on. I must start feeling more than just angry and scared. I need something that will keep me passionate. I’m to scared to let anyone in because I don’t want to break them. I have friends but they only hang around the shadow of me. The one that makes them smile but don’t mean to but that is not me. Eyes are swollen from tears. I want die. I need to die. I tried, I failed though. Another fail in my life. How many more can I take???
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You need to stick in and keep trying, if you give up the fight it’s all over. You will end up like me, sitting in my room alone for weeks on end hating yourself, and thinking about all the terrible decisions you ever made, all the failings you ever had. I don’t know what kind of things your into but try to do stuff and keep fighting! That’s the only advise i can give cause i am running low on fight and it’s not a good day out!