how will i know they’ll miss me when i’m gone?
how do i know they’ll care when i’m not around anymore. not like i do much to contribute to their lives now. i don’t believe i’ll be missed at all when i’m gone despite the numerous people who label themselves at my friends, or me theres. i don’t care anymore.
i don’t want to do this anymore.
so what if i’m a semester away from graduating college. so what if i’ve got a 3.6 worthless gpa. so what if people think of me as ambitious. so what, so what, so what. i don’t care anymore. i’m a fuck up. a screw up. not important. and i hold no real meaning for anyone.
and no one can convince me otherwise.
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Please think about it, i think that you should be postive because if you keep being negitive nothing good will happen, people would miss you if you went and i’m sure your a lovley person, dont be woirred about what others think though, if theres no perswading you…. thats a shame but i dont want to believe you would do something because of just giving up, I’ve gone though so much, still am and even though its hell i wouldnt have my lfie any other way, its a chance to make a diffrence, show whoevers hurting your or why your hurting thay your not going to give up at all, you gong to keep stong and tough, because i dont want you to go and i bet theres others out there, near you how dont want you too either… please, think about it, for me 🙂 x
Chloe xx
acesandfull,
First off you will never ever no anything when you are gone NEVER! I’m very surprised at you to work that hard and long have a GPA like that and only have one semester to finish and talk so……………silly.
We may not be able to convince you, but you can still listen to what we have to say:
No one likes you in real life? We here like you. No one wants to be your true friend? We’ll be your true friends. We listen and we give advice. If no one will go to your funeral, then we’ll all be grieving for you. We WANT to actually help you. We want you to be happy. Because if we can’t help ourselves, we at least want to help others.
You can ALWAYS talk to us, acesandfull 😀