I want to kill myself. I hate all the negativity constantly in my head. It’s too much to deal with. I want it to be over but there’s one thing stopping me. The affects it will have on my mum and sister. They are oblivious to what’s going on in my head and my life. It will crush them. But I don’t see how it’s fair that I have to continue to feel so messed up and depressed all the time. I don’t know what to do. I have no energy anymore. I want it to be all over.
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Your mum and sister would be greatly affected. They’re your family and I’m sure they want to help you if you’d give them a chance.
Are you getting help? A counselor can help you work through the negativity in your head.
You have reached the end, you dont want to suffer anymore, but you cant hurt your family in this way. So you can either do it,(please dont) or you can tell your mom that you are having very negitave thoughts and that you need to talk to someone to try and resolve your issue.
I went the second route my self. I only told my brother and he set me up with a doctor, I am getting better, it takes time. But I dont want to die anymore. In fact on the hunt for relationships and love again.
Tell someone. Whats the worst that can happen. When you tell someone the suffering will end one way or another. Take the route of recovery.
Thats my option. I hope you find peace and happiness.
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I can’t. Nobody understands
We don’t understand until you tell us. If you talk, we listen. The more we listen, the more we understand. Let’s just talk.