It’s been a while since I been here. I’m sorry that I disappeared, friends.
Of course everyone here is inundated with their own grave problems, so the absence of an internet stranger is hardly even worth noticing.
Anyway, I went AWOL for a bit because I was convinced I could change my life – maybe even fix it.
You can only imagine my I’m back.
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I know what cha mean my friend, lifes not easy though not to be blunt. I think if my life was too easy id hate it, because id have no sadness or rage to overcome. Everyone needs a challenge to overcome to make them stronger than before, ive been in the dumps for almost 8 years, but now almost nothing can touch me since ive had to deal with so much. its not being “numb” or whatever a psychologist would call it, its emotional strength and will power and honestly once you manage to harness that, you’ll be untouchable too. Commiting suicide is like saying “okay brain you win”, your brain does not control you, you control it, you tell it how you feel, if i don’t wanna feel upset, i don’t get upset because i choose not to. Eveything in your head is in your control, you just gotta find the right buttons to push.