Everything is meaningless anyway. I don’t want to live in this world with these things I’m supposed to call my kin. Have fun trying to convince me that I’m wrong or not to do it, because I’ve heard it all before.
I just need to suppress my survival instincts and I’m fucking out of here.
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Yesh. everything is indeed meaningless, but that doesn’t mean nothings is much of an alternative.
I hgear you on the wqhole kin thing too, people just… well suck. In general. Call me a misanthrope but but screw everyone else.
Observation-weasel “people just… well suck” i couldn’t have said it better!
escapedlunatic, i know this will sound stupid make your own kin,i haven’t see my brother in years,you need a few good friends.
Agreed. People do indeed suck!
I feel I should put up the other side of “people just…. well suck. In general”. Firefighters, police, aid workers. these people put their lives on the line everyday to help other people. 9/11 people ran into the dust clouds to try and help remove rubble to save lives, people with no training, no one asked them too do it. Im not saying the world is full of saints, I know there are bad, selfish people. But there are good people as well and I just feel you guys are choosing not to see it.
BlueberrySman,
i agree with you but were talking about her kin not the world.
escapedlunatic: I hate it when people try to talk me out of feeling hopeless and wanting to die. It’s pointless. They’re not in my shoes. What matters more than their suggestions and lectures about never giving up is having my pain acknowledged and being able to express it without censoring my true feelings. It sounds as if that’s what you’re doing in your post. I wouldn’t want you to die, but I do respect your expression of pain and desire to get free from it. Thanks for sharing that with us here.
myownway has it correct. Walk a mile in another’s shoes, but don’t ***** about the blisters they give you!