i have gone through some serious shit this year. i swear if i have to start that again i will just give up entirely.
Jan: i was in rehab went through a lot of hell
Feb: out of rehab things getting slightly better
Mar: life was better compared to the last two months
Apr: i was losing it again
May: abuse started progressively
June: i wanted nothing but to die more and more each day. but i met my best friend which is why im here today
July: july 13: nearly died from overdose first most successful suicide attempt except u know im somehow stuck here
August: abused everyday. but it started getting better when school started up again
September: parents divorced but thats a good and bad thing
October: ive become to be a mom cuz mine is too irresponsible to take care of her own daughters
November: family life made me miserable and depressed more and more wasnt myself
December: ive been beat still my family doesnt care no one listens.
all i have is my best friend through all this..idk what i would if i didnt have him. and if 2013 is ganna be 2012 again..i better not lose my friend cuz if i do i will without a doubt give up on everything.
im now tired the year has been an endless cycle of ups and downs and i want all fucking ups my personality doesnt fit being depressed and i wanna burst but with a family like mine..i might not. i might be stuck like this forever..gahd 3 more years til freedom.
congratulations to everyone on here we have made it through another year and may we continue(:
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I’m glad youre still here. hopefully you wont have to fake it this new year