Let me be free

I lay awake
Depressed and thoughts start to play
Well, what do they say
Can I be free? Willl I be free?
Or will that little ***** get her way
Fuck you
Fuck everything in the world
When do I get my turn
I wonder what it would be like
To live in a different family
A family that didn’t let me get abused
Someone who actually punished their child when they do wrong
When can I have that? When will I be free?