if you read my first post you understand my desire to give up.after everything that i have been thru throughout my life for once i can lay my head down tonight and be ok with waking up i might not feel like this for long but i will take full advantage of it. i haven’t felt good about anything for a long time.because one person took time to respond to me and told me positive things i will wake up later and be ok with it. i won’t cry when i wake-up like every other day.maybe i can get to talk to my babies later. that would make everything better i think. i want to say thanks to that person. you saved my life from ending tonight my kids will have a mother for another day. anyone who wants to give me their input please let me know anything i can do to for once take charge of my life.
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Good Morning Amber,
I feel ya. I’m glad you had such a positive experience here on your first go round. You really do have it tough eh? I’ve had sorta a tough one myself…that ended with the doctors giving me less than 6 months to live. When I was told…I was very calm…this is what I had been after eh? But when they told me all my options and choices had been removed…it was no longer my choice to die…well it pissed me off and eventually I came up swinging. I had a 4 year old still to raise at the time. That was in Dec. 2000…what year is it now? hahaha…my daughter is now 16. What do doctors know?
I don’t predict the future…I don’t know if you should keep fighting or not…but I do know what will happen if you give up…and so do you. So maybe it’s time to fight for you? Let me know if you would like to talk more about this. I am also a survivor of early childhood sexual abuse…and the abuse continued into my 30’s.
Are you a Warrior?
Amakua
Thank you for listening and not giving up. It makes me very happy to know you are willing to keep fighting for your life. We’re always here for you 🙂