last night i overdosed but i didn’t succeed. i ended up and the er with all kinds of people trying to talk to me. all i wanted was to just sleep, and drift away peacefully. i got to come home about 12:00 p.m. i slept all afternoon, i never made it back up it mhmr, so now they will be at my house at 9 in the morning. i am trying to decide if in the morning when they come if i should check myself into a facility to get help for these feelings or what i should do. my caseworker with cps already […]
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if you read my first post you understand my desire to give up.after everything that i have been thru throughout my life for once i can lay my head down tonight and be ok with waking up i might not feel like this for long but i will take full advantage of it. i haven’t felt good about anything for a long time.because one person took time to respond to me and told me positive things i will wake up later and be ok with it. i won’t cry when i wake-up like every other day.maybe i can get to talk to my babies later. […]
iam in a dark place and have been for a while. no one is here for me and i should have known that i have been alone my whole life my life is horrible i am 26 and went through 4 years of daily sexual abuse when i was young. when i told someone later in life my own mother excused what i went through by saying we were just kids and he didn’t know better. now he lives with my mother, its all supposed to be ok because he said he was sorry and said someone was doing it to him. my childhood other […]