My Life

I been around the block quite a few times for it to only get worse everytime!.I use to work everyday had a steady girl who I loved very much.I got into drugs and things were ok for a while,didn’t use n e hard stuff.I had got intrduced to heroin and within a year and a half I had lost everything but my girlfriend as she had become an addict also.I came from a decnt family no drug use etc,we were’t perfect but normal if thats such a word.N e how now Ive currently been on a methadone program for 31/2 years and I have been doing fairly well,ive had a few ups and downs but tried to stay on track.It just seems as though I can’t pull farther foward i have been in a slump for some time now and I have bec3ome so depressed.With no job(can’t find one)and no car(my car blown head gasket)I live with my parents and thank God for them but they don’t understand what I’ve been through,and me just sitting in my room everyday has really depressed me to no end and I’m having trouble getting outta this funk I’m in.Today being Christmas it’s putting strain on me as it’s bringing alot of old memories with it some good ones and some bad.This is a tuff time of year for me as my x girlfriend and I christmas was her and mine favorite time of year and witout her n e more this time of year it really hits home with me and no significant other at the time I’m am so so lonely.But I pray and I pray for better days as  I never know what the future has in store.So I keep praying and hoping and I do all I can to change my lufe for the better,so with that MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE,my prayers are with each and everyone.U R NOT ALONE!!!