I  used to be depressed and suicidal and thenresized I was just being selfish so I eventually got over i  I started tryin to see the good in everyone and that they ate not only out to get me.
But hen my birthday rolls around.  I had a party came everyone camebut no one would talk to me. Today I went to a holiday party anmascot picked last  for everything  Everyone made fun of me when I did something or said something tomorrow is my actual birthd and no one is going to decorate my locker and they are just going to mock me  I want to die but I know I can’t leave my sister all alone and it will mess her up  she is the only person I have but she’s younger so I can’t talk to her. my parents are so strict they taught me never to have fun because I will regret it ik want to be good at something  so I cans secretly have fun but I am not good at anything. Back to square one. Help. Or get me a gun for my birthday
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I’m sorry, that must be really hard. My parents are pretty strict too, so i can kind of relate to that. Please don’t give up though. Is there anything that you can do that does make you happy?
I feel you. I wanna leave this place, but my little sister is the one I cannot leave. I get made fun of, pushed around, the kid in the school who is stupid, retarded, no one likes. I have a few friends, ones I can always talk to, they always make me feel… special. My point is, find those people, maybe a therepist or a counciler. If that doesn’t help, get some determination. And try to look for those people who can help. Determination. If you have this, it should help. Maybe some family? Hoped this helped.