I have been suicidal for a very long time. I feel there is no way out. I feel like I can’t let go because of my responsiblities. That is the only thing keeping me back. But, I have been thinking of ways to kill myself that would look like an accident. I think driving on a rainy night and skidding off into a ditch. I feel like drugging myself and then setting my house on fire while everyone is not home. They could get money that way. Taking pills just doesn’t work. I feel so sad that i feel this way. I hate to say goodbye, but it just hurts too much. I feel like a burden anyway.
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Hello Laurarenee,
Are you new to SP? If so…know that you are very welcome here…well unless you are an asswipe…haha…jk…they let asswipes like me come here too. I’m sorry that you are feeling so “confused”. Myself I have attempted…well it turns out 9X…the first time before I was 4 years old. And yet I am still here. So I definitely hear ya…and lots of times it was my “responsibilities” that kept me here…and finally I am grateful…but it takes time and work and tears and laughter. I have no miraculous cure for you…but maybe a glimmer of hope? It can and will get better…if you want it to. Oh poop…it won’t get better…you will get better.
Here if you want to talk or want someone to listen
Peace
Amakua
.You said:
“I feel like I can’t let go because of my responsibilities”
Hello Sherlock but what makes you think it’s ok if it looks like an accident? They need you! Not some story how you died! Nice try! Sorry about the sarcasm that’s me.
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I’m tired too. Always. It’s such a chore to get out of bed. I wanna sleep, forever.