I wish I could decide who I am going to be, because living like this makes no sense. Everything I do I criticize, I hate. it’s not like judging who I am with all the good and bad sides, it’s just pure hate for everything I am. But I haven’t decided I am a lost cause just yet. I am willing to give myself another shot, just that if I mess this up it is going to be the end of me for I am not strong enough to endure another complete failure.
or i wasn’t. my mind plays tricks on me
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I don’t hate you and I don’t blame you. Just a small opinion from someone on the other side of the planet.
Ambivalence