The only thing I’m *enjoying* is the possibility of obtaining a sufficient amount of ******** next month. I’m neither sad nor happy. Depressed nor excited… precisely why I’ve had enough.
Completely alone this xmas. Somehow it feels better to have no contact with happy people celebrating this happy holiday. I too am awaiting my ********, which should be here by New Years, so yes, I think this will be my last xmas.
Catchthebus: your lucky.. look at it this way at least your not with a bunch of joyful happy people who apparently could never be happier. makes me feel like shit for feeling this way.. it actually disgusting to me. No matter what I do or think or what I try to keep my mind off things I can’t be happy.. but the people I’m forced to be around right now are the happiest people in the world. I just want to die
Peaceful pill book? I have that book too and the internet sources from that book dont work i think! I send to them a email but never answser to me :(, already send to them a email? They answser to you?
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I am, then again last year was supposed to be the last one aswell.
I hope it’s my last
The only thing I’m *enjoying* is the possibility of obtaining a sufficient amount of ******** next month. I’m neither sad nor happy. Depressed nor excited… precisely why I’ve had enough.
meh, it alright. no doubt that its my last xmas
If only we could all get together and have a merry fucking drunken christmas! Now that would be fun.
********? That doesn’t sound pretty…….
Completely alone this xmas. Somehow it feels better to have no contact with happy people celebrating this happy holiday. I too am awaiting my ********, which should be here by New Years, so yes, I think this will be my last xmas.
@catchthebus
I’m interested to know where you obtained yours.
Right now, I have a lead from a source in India, but reliability is still a bit of a question mark (no transaction yet.)
Please contact me at: mikeh3220@yahoo.com
Thank you.
Catchthebus: your lucky.. look at it this way at least your not with a bunch of joyful happy people who apparently could never be happier. makes me feel like shit for feeling this way.. it actually disgusting to me. No matter what I do or think or what I try to keep my mind off things I can’t be happy.. but the people I’m forced to be around right now are the happiest people in the world. I just want to die
Spent it in hospital. Fun fun! Got to ask where is everyone getting ******** from?
pepperpep4–check out the Peaceful Pill book.
Peaceful pill book? I have that book too and the internet sources from that book dont work i think! I send to them a email but never answser to me :(, already send to them a email? They answser to you?
thanks