Why are things like this? I just hate all of this. I dont want to be here, or anywhere. I want to be gone. Im tired of feeling alone. Im not happy. Im tired of going to school and running to the bathroom to cry, and cut, because of the shit people say to me. I dont want discouragement. I want more push. I dont care who it will hurt. Itll make things so much better. Believe me. I dont have him anymore. He used me. Left. My parents hate me. I cant do anythimg right with them. Im a walking failure. The imperfect daughter.thats all i am. I wonder how long it would take them to notice. Im just done. 11 days.
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hii. Im new to this site. I feel like i can relate to you. My mom pretends to love me and i can see right through her. But ive triee to stop caring and try to find people who do care. And im still failing. I use to call my dad a coward because he committed suicide. But now i know he wasn’t. People are so selfish
Out of all solutions, has it ever occurred to you to survive and get out of there? Look, if your life is like a beast walking all over you, that is no reason for you to lie down on the floor and make it easier.
No one will give you THE solution. You need to explore some alternatives for yourself. It won’t matter in the future whether you like your mother or father or anyone else- you need to like yourself- give yourself time- eg. a year to find a path. Tell someone about your severe pain instead of cutting yourself to dull it. Lots of people will listen & not judge you. We won’t judge you on here.