A Reason to Die that Reasons Itself

If you’re serious about it, and it’s pure and not some bullshit reason then I think it makes you a better person. It’s all wrong inside my head, but if that is the case I think it’s because that I’m all wrong because the world isn’t right.And suicide is the ultimate way of saying I can’t exist here because I can’t say that I’m okay with this being the world we live in. And in my heart of hearts, I really can’t think of a better reason to choose this path. Given I’ve had this darkness since I was about 14, you could say I’ve this a lot of thought and compared to anything else I’ve come up against, suicide is the kind of honesty, if for the right reasons that exonerates a part of the disease of the human condition. If only in metaphor than that of the immediate effect, it offers a kind of sad truce with a world that breeds unending and illogical suffering.