I tend to isolate most of the time and spend a whole day in my bed, but the more I do the more I feel suicidal,frustrated,and like giving up. I find it hard to open up to people because I feel like I’m being a burden to them so I’ve kind of always kept my problems to myself but the problem with that is that I have no outlet (other than this site) and I don’t know what to do my when it comes to expressing my feelings I can never quite say what it is that I’m feeling and I’ve grown so used to dealing with things on my own that I feel weak when I can’t handle my own problems.
I blanked out on what I wanted to say goodnight
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I think you said it right, explained me pretty well too. Hope you can learn to start sharing them through a different outlet and see if that helps.
Thanks I would but I kind of get frustrated when it comes to activities, do you have an outlet?
Not really…which isn’t good. I try to go for the distractions, it doesn’t work for too long. And cutting, which isn’t the best outlet either. Can’t talk to anyone really, not fully. Which just makes it worse with some people.
You ever try a doctor of sorts?
I’m the same way I go for distractions, though recently I find that they’re not enough. I’ve never tried a doctor I don’t think my mom would let me
The distractions do weaken…and it feels like EVERYTHING is just a distraction. Just have to keep searching and trying I guess…all the while trying to figure out how to talk it out and solve what’s really the problem. Keep trying with your mom, might be good to try a therapist or psychologist. For talking and/or meds. ( though I wanted to punch both in the face, but that’s my problem )
Email is tickin.will@gmail.com if you wanted to email at some time.
I will I just wish I was brave enough to be honest with her about it we’re not that close, what’s a therapist like?
Well shit I forgot stupid moderation. Well I posted a comment, had my email in it – you have to check your email / the admin panel to okay it.