A little piece of me…

You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.

I pleaded for you to stop,  but you still wouldn’t get off.

I closed my eyes tightly, wishing I were  somewhere else.

Wishing someone had been here to help.

But I was on my  own, with you as company.

You were supposed to have been taking care of  me.

I guess in your own way, you did…

As a child, I figured I  must’ve done something wrong to deserve this.

I must have misbehaved.

To have been punished this way.

Since  then, time has passed

But I can still feel your cold lips,

And the rough  touch of your hands

Why did you do this to me?

I wanted to cry when it happened, but you didn’t like tears.

So  I held everything in,

While feeling so tainted inside.

I trusted you;

I  believed in you… But I guess that didn’t cross your mind
So what did  you do?

You took my childhood away,

My innocence,

my sense of  security,

Just to get a little piece of me.

*I’ve kept these poems in a journal for  a while now and i decided to post them, tonight hasnt been a good night*