To fellow readers,
I know I have not updated my account in a while and I have no real excuse for that. I thought it would be nice to write my goodbyes as I will be dead by the weekend. It has been an interesting year for me and it has shown me that my time is up. Sorry for my language-
Life is fucking pointless. If we all die the world would still be spinning around like no shit happened. We are nothing. We will never be something. We are a speck of a tiny picture. We are so fucking messed up over the idea that there is this guy looking over us when there isn’t. You might think ‘oh how does she know’ well open your fucking eyes and see the shit that is happening. I am tired of repeating arguments in my head. Ones that are meant for others to hear but are lost in my mind. That is why I am going to commit suicide.
goodbye
Isabella
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Isabella,
Please don’t commit suicide. You have a life still ahead of you. And YOU can make it amazing. In my experience death takes away too many options for it to be anything, BUT bad.
What if you wrote a book in the future. What if someone who feels depressed reads it. What if that book touched them and made them happy. What if you saved a life by doing that?
As long as you’re still alive, you can change your life. When you’re dead, then that’s that. You will no longer be able to change anything. It doesn’t even matter if you believe in the afterlife or reincarnation or what else – you will no longer be able to affect this plane of life.
Please let us help you. We will be here to listen to your pain, if no one else will. We’ll try to help you get through it 🙂
To sinine,
I have made up my mind. I have already tried to commit suicide less than an year ago. Took about 45 pills and passed out before I could reach 60. I was seriously I’ll for a week. Ever since then I have been thinking of a perfect day. I think Friday would be good. Tap my mouth to stop me from screaming when I’ll slit my throat. The fact is I have a bright future. My family think I’ll be a lawyer or another high end job. There is no pressure from them.
I just can’t carry on. The one thing I am worried about is what will happen when I am dead. I am an atheist so my funeral would be different. I would be rather be burnt than buried so I’ll have to include it in my suicide letter.
No one can change my mind
Friday I’ll be gone or Thursday.
Maybe Tomoz
Before the weekend
From
Isabella
Isabella,
And yet you still seek help. So let us try and help you. I will take your burden of bullshit from you. Just talk to me. 🙂
Because there are other choices still left in this world.
Please don’t kill yourself. I know it seems asinine but I’ll do anything if you don’t kill yourself. You are THIRTEEN YEARS OLD. That is a horrible time for anyone. You seem to be a very smart girl, and at this age everyone around you is a complete moron who takes advantage of others because it benefits them. At the same time, no one takes you seriously because they see how young you are, even though many times you are smarter than them. I know, I’ve been there. Please don’t kill yourself, at least wait till you’re 30. The world needs smart sensitive people like you.