I’m suffering from post-concussion. My life sucks. I can’t do anything right. When I think I’m getting better, everything changes and I end up with pain from headaches, noises, lighting just everything. I’m depressed, I have anxiety. I just can’t do it anymore, I just can’t.
ilook,
I wonder… What have the doctors said about your condition? Is it permanent? Is it uncurable?
If so, are there things that lose the pain for you… even for a while?
I could have this concussion for the rest of my life. You just don’t know how long it will lasts. Soon, I could have permanent brain damage. There’s nothing you can do to cure a head concussion quickly. It’s a bruising on your brain.
ilook,
Then why not wait? Sure the waiting is excruciating, but don’t you think you’d feel better about yourself when you finally accomplish that one thing; just waiting.
And we’ll all wait with you. We’ll all be here and you can talk to us and we’ll talk to you. We’ll help you get through.
I don’t even know you though..that’s the thing. I can’t just live off of people online that say they care. When in reality, the people close to me don’t give a damn.
Sinine has enough love for the whole world, and then some. 😉
Ilook, why are you feeling so low? It might help to talk about it, and just because we are on the internet doesnt mean we dont care, or that us caring doesnt matter. If someone said they love you over the phone you would believe it, its just a different medium. But I do understand where you are coming from. Its nice to be held for real, to be cared for.
We all care because you are one of us, we will never turn you away, we will allways listen. We are a very large and very weird family.
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ilook,
Why not stay with us? Have we been so unkind to you that you want to leave us? Stay for a while, chat a little.
I’m suffering from post-concussion. My life sucks. I can’t do anything right. When I think I’m getting better, everything changes and I end up with pain from headaches, noises, lighting just everything. I’m depressed, I have anxiety. I just can’t do it anymore, I just can’t.
ilook,
I wonder… What have the doctors said about your condition? Is it permanent? Is it uncurable?
If so, are there things that lose the pain for you… even for a while?
I could have this concussion for the rest of my life. You just don’t know how long it will lasts. Soon, I could have permanent brain damage. There’s nothing you can do to cure a head concussion quickly. It’s a bruising on your brain.
ilooktoyou,
my pep talk didn’t do any good?
No ones ‘pep talk’ will do any good. I’m done
ilook,
Then why not wait? Sure the waiting is excruciating, but don’t you think you’d feel better about yourself when you finally accomplish that one thing; just waiting.
And we’ll all wait with you. We’ll all be here and you can talk to us and we’ll talk to you. We’ll help you get through.
ilooktoyou,
are you a pretty girl?
im thinking of you x
Rocketman,
Ah! How lewd of you!
Ask the people who have called me ugly.
ilook,
Why would we ask them? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and I believe we should not judge based on what others have said.
ilooktoyou,
we don’t care about those people! what do you think?
It doesn’t matter anyways. I’ve attempted suicide before and it didn’t work. This time, I’ll make sure it does. No one is gonna care.
ilook,
If we didn’t care then we wouldn’t be here. You can’t say we don’t care.
ilooktoyou,
so you are pretty! i hate to see pretty girls go!!! don’t do it!! i care!! aw give it a little more time please for your buddys on here!
I don’t even know you though..that’s the thing. I can’t just live off of people online that say they care. When in reality, the people close to me don’t give a damn.
ilook,
Some people have started families this way; from the internet.
Don’t take yourself away from us. Stay for a while; we like talking to you.
ilooktoyou,
not true!!! you can live off us forever!!!! we will always be here and we love you!! Especially Sinine!!!! she is a big lover girl!!!
I may take that in consideration ..
ilook,
Thank you. I’ll always be here.
Rocketman,
You are just all sorts of weird today, aren’t you? 🙂
Sinine has enough love for the whole world, and then some. 😉
Ilook, why are you feeling so low? It might help to talk about it, and just because we are on the internet doesnt mean we dont care, or that us caring doesnt matter. If someone said they love you over the phone you would believe it, its just a different medium. But I do understand where you are coming from. Its nice to be held for real, to be cared for.
We all care because you are one of us, we will never turn you away, we will allways listen. We are a very large and very weird family.
I hope you feel better soon
Ruins
Everyone,
I’m sorry .. I have to go
ilook,
Go where? We liked talking to you. 🙁