Indifferent

First I’m Skinny ,

Then I’m Fat.

First  You’re  This

And Now Your that.

Second Im stupid,

After I’m Dead.

But  Did You See Me?

When I put this gun to my head?

Give me your dreams.

Give me your hopes.

All is forgotten

When I hang myself with this rope.

I’d dreamed of this day

For years and years.

You’ve held me back,

But brought my tears.

As many as this world’s hills,

I’ll take these pills.

Deep in my sorrow.

Deep in my pain.

Something I wait for

Only death , I refrain.

Let my breathing disappear.

In the deep waters as You come so near.

Indifferent to most.

Indifferent to all.

If I died..

Would You  care at all?