Listen to breathe me by sia and youll cry. If that is you understand my pain. Which you dont. I want to cry so badly, but i cant cry anymore. I love you. Dear mom there is no way you could have stopped me.Dear dad you caused me to origianlly be depressed. Dear chazz i love you. You are the first person i cried for in over 2 years. I dont want to live another moment unless I can live it with you. But I know who you care about and ir isnt me. So Goodbye. Because you were my last love. Because i cry for you. Because i love you. Im going to bleed out. Im going to die. Because everyone ive ever cared about has left me. Im ready to die. Im ready to embrace death. i am ready. And its all your fault Charles Mangam. ALL YOUR FAULT!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!
Goodbye to everyone. For I am finished. Everyone dies. So accept my death. It was bound to happen anyways. The pain inside is just way too much. Im ready to feel the pain, the last pain, of death and hit the bottom of this abyss. Let me just die. Chazz I love you. Mom I love you. Dad I love you. Sterling, Tucker, i love you all. But Ive gotta do this like youve gotta breathe. So if I end up in a coma, kill me. I dont deserve life. I dont deserve anything but the pain im feeling. I am worthless. I am nothing. So this is my final goodbye letter. My last writing. My last thoughts for i am dea inside. And now outside too. Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye. I am a selfish *****. I am a whore, a slut, ugly, no hideous, I am fat. I am stupid. I am lypo girl. I need lypo. I need to die. I was bullied. I loved I lost I was forgot. Ive cut ive cried i loved and now i died. Ive calle attention to myself yet no one has cared. No one has come to rescue me from my depression. No one has come to talk me out of it this time. No one has CARED. So whats the point of life? There isnt one for me. But for everyone else, there always seems to be one…
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I think the most important thing about a website like this is, even those who feel they are fighting their battles alone, and feel like no one cares, there are people who have been in your position. We may be strangers, but I can guarantee everyone on this site cares for you. We all want to see each other get better. To grow stronger. And to beat this demon we call depression.
My dear, I don’t know who you are. I don’t know your story. But I can guarantee that you have a family that loves you. And they are the reason to keep living. If you can’t do it for yourself, do it for them.
Never put yourself in a bad light. You’re probably young. You may have made some bad decisions in your life. But you’re not a whore, a slut. You’re not selfish, or a *****. You’re not ugly and you’re not fat. And you are not stupid. Mistakes that you have made in your life DO NOT DEFINE YOU!
Keep fighting. I can’t promise it will get better. But I do promise that one day you will find your purpose, even if it’s just to help others like you, so they do not have to suffer alone, and they do not have to suffer in silence.
There is always hope.
I cant keep fighting.. I have been since I was a kid and Im so tired of all this pain..
Please don’t give up Ayrxx. Keep fighting the good fight.
I have given up. Tonight, i will die.
Please keep fighting dont give up just yet we both may not know you but we both care about you you should know that.
Dont do it hun stay strong
Im jumping off a bridge tonight..
Which bridge?
Just a bridge
Please dont do it those people you love will be so hurt and damaged you wont realize the pain you will inflict on them. They love you so much hun! They will be torn dont do that to them dont leave them dont leave the people that care for you 🙂
your a very sepcial person to them so dont do it please
They dont give a crap about me…
well then think about the people on here we may not know you but we are trying to stop you from killing yourself that shows we care.
Maybe I dont want anyones help..
please just dont do it
And why shouldnt I?
Well, just make sure it’s at least 150 feet or higher if jumping onto land, and 250 feet or more if onto water. If it’s less than that you’re in for a bad time. It’s your life, you decide what it’s worth.
Its the land one and i belive it is higher than 150 ft..
it is your life but killing yourself is not the answer ive told people this its easy to say to not kill yourself but harder to not to do it. but just push it through
Im waiting for my mum to go to bed before I head out on a 5 mile journey for 30 mins of exercise then death