tried to end it last night….epic fail. See I told you I would fail! I always do, with everything. Time to put on that smile again, untill its time….I hope it’s this year.
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Running,
Don’t take yourself away from us! We like to talk and we’re always here. Don’t leave us. Stay for a bit, just a little chat. We’ll help you get through all this. 🙂
I won’t just yet…. I know you guys are here, you seem to be the only people who are…. 🙂 thank you
Running,
You’re welcome. 🙂 Now tell us; why the long face?
Aha, its kinda a long story… I geuss to sum it up, I’m fed up of screwin everything up. I’m bored of being constantly used by people close to me and then being left in the most brutal of ways :/
Running,
Sadly, life is like that to most people 🙁 But that’s why we’re all here; to help each other. Life may be sometimes bleak, yes, but people have overcome it. What differentiates us people is how we go on; do we stop trying, or do we keep on going and trying again. It depends on the person. But thing is that since people have done it before, then we all can as well! So we can keep on trying and one day we will win!
I understand what your trying to say…. But I don’t see why I should fight to climb out of dark hole I live in….only to soon be kicked back in by the people who ‘helped’? I’ve tried to make new friends… But I’ve come to the conclusiion its me, and I’ve tried to change my ways,thats never been accepted either?
Running,
Since we’re probably half a world away, we can’t really kick you back to the mud, now can we? And we like to help people, so why not let us?
Every person is born with a will to live. Whether they lose it or not depends on life and themselves. Life actually has so much more to offer and you haven’t even seen a crumb of it! Try and try again. When they kick you down, then be like Rocky – you get back up again and again, even if you’re near-death and bloody and bruised.
Ahaha true, you can’t. I just don’t want to become…reliant? On this site, I’ve already been caught once, and I’m not prepared for it to happen again. Ok, I’ll remember that next time. Thank you 🙂
Running,
You’re welcome. And also, if it’s any consolation then I don’t think it’s shameful to be on this site. I’ve told my family and friends that I frequent this site and they are okay with it, because this site keeps me grounded and alive. 🙂
But you can always email me if you’d like. 😀
It’s not that I’m ashamed, I just don’t want them reading the posts…..yeah, I’ll keep the email thing in mind if I ever need to talk, if you ever want to talk, (I know there’s a lot of people you could go to) I’m Here 🙂
Running,
You can contact me on my email if you want. I just don’t frequent it like a hawk, keep that in mind. But every once in a while… 🙂 you can always turn to me