I was thinking to myself, what if I knew someone who had a gun?
What if I found it?
Would I be able to take it?
What if I took the gun and held it to my head?
Would I be able to pull the trigger?
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Sometimes I ask myself the same question..
Imagine the scene, the feeling of the gun against my head, the trigger in my fingers, the grip on the cold metal yet so powerful.
Would I? Maybe I wouldn’t. Maybe I would.
It gave chills just thinking about.
I want to do it. But I don’t know if I could.
I would have control but it’s a scary thought to be in control.
I understand you. To have control over something that we aren’t supposed to have. But then again, why can’t we have control over it? It’s our life.
I don’t know.. random thoughts, like you said.