I have nothing to look forward to.
I have it all planned out.
It would work this time.
I have no friends.
It was confirmed yesterday.
Do you remember several weeks ago when I said that I hadn’t killed myself because I was afraid of disappointing two people?
My art teacher and my track coach.
But I have ruined that now.
And I have disappointed both of them.
Neither of them have any particular interest in me anyways.
I have no idea what to do with my life.
No one to help me.
No one who genuinely cares.
No one who has said that they love me in a long, long time.
It would be so easy.
Easy and painless.
I could end it.
It wouldn’t matter, right?
I’m just one person out of billions.
Just one person.
I could solve all of my problems all at once.
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‘I Love You’…
What i can tell you is that as a teen you still can get control and find love because your teen age years can be the loneliest times of you life. Two things are crucial no drugs and no alcohol. Sorry to preach but you still have a chance and many more chances but please remember the two things.
Please don’t harm yourself sono. You do matter and you are loved.