At this very moment I would love to go missing and never turn up. I would just love to be away. Away from my life. I’ll admit that my life isn’t so bad. Everything is very solid and secure and I am involved in college and church. Maybe I long for more? Maybe, just maybe I don’t want anything for myself. Absolutely nothing. I would love for life to stop at this very moment. No more time, and no more space. I just want to enter the abyss.
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I feel the exact same way at the moment. It seems disappearing would be easier. But the harder way will be better in the end. Please know i care for you.
Thank you, Bethany Lynn.
Well it’s been a few days since my post, and I know that every thing is only temporary. If only I could see that during those moments.