Are your jokes still funny!!!

this picture is of me. i got made fun of becasue i was different.wen my mother found out that i started to cut, she didn’t do anything.she thought i was crazy. but thing was she didn’t understand.a girl came up to me and said, ”hey freak show why don’t you just go kill yourself.so i ran home.my mother was at work and my dad had die in a car crash a year ago , so i was alone in the house.my mom had these pain pills so i took one.and another, and another, and another. finaly i gave up and swallowed them all.i must of went into a coma because wen i woke up i was in the hospital.i had IV’s in my arm and my mother was crying in the chair she was sitting in.at that moment i relized that someone did love me, and that i had more things in life to do then trying to kill myself.and now im here in the world, but im still depressed….. i need help!!!! 🙁