For most of you, I’ve been there. I hated myself, wished I was dead, abused/cut/beat up, what ever, myself. Yes, you will have to fight, kick, cuss,dragggg yourself on. It will be worth while.
In 1988 I lived in a 10ft by 50ft 30 year old trailer, alone… I was in my early 20’s along way from anyone or anything I cared about. Long story short, I lived, I have 2 great kids, 12th and 10th grade, smarter then I was. Every end is an end, a beginning is a beginning. Have a beginning. If no one else loves you, I do, Have a beginning.
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A bit of an inspirational text, and it is so true, however it isnt that simple. Life is hard, life is a *****, call it what you call it, it sucks anyways and in the end you die anyways, no matter what.
What makes a difference is what happens, and with that what could have happened. What happens is what makes people go bad and what might happen or could have happened then brings them to the edge.
Then yeah, a new beginning. It sounds so fun, and believe me, anyone would love to, but finding the strength, the posibilities to do so, that is a whole different thing. Try to leave everything behind that you have grown onto, grown to love, to hate and what you are used to, and try to leave that behind to go from a situation where there is nothing left into somewhere where there is nothing to start from. Know that it is hard for regular people to do so, a person on the edge, it will be impossible.
Yeah life sucks, but the way it sucks comes in different levels. There is a difference between growing up on the streets and living in a house, and then out of a sudden have to live on the streets. From the outside looking in, you are seeing the same thing in both situations, but from the inside, both stories are a lot different, and there is where it all starts, and sometimes ends.
Im old and lived,
i’ve had a few my self and it dose work sometimes you need more than a few to get it right but it important to be able to change when things aren’t good.