everytime i think about it, it becomes real. the hate and the pain and the unrealistic feeling that knaws at me as i cry. this guilt hidden inside that masks my deadness to the world. i laugh and i smile just to hide the pain lingering inside. im a threat to my own life. sometimes when i cry i make believe that they aren’t my own tears. and if i believe it then maybe i won’t feel like shit but i never believe it some one tell me that im not crazy…its my fault that they leaft me and now they resent me i need a friend. like it matters though. nothing matters. i feel like this is the end…..
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Hi Aftershock. Guilt is one of the worst and most pointless tortures we can feel. Is there any way you can fix it? Can you talk to the people you feel guilty about & let them know you’re working on it? I think that’s the only way to dispel the pain, otherwise it’ll keep dragging you down harder
Ps you’re definitely not crazy. If anyone’s crazy, it’s the people who manage to sail thru this world ignoring all the problems.
Roger that!
the one i feel guilt about is dead….
“the one i feel guilt about is dead….”
In that case we are in the same hell. I’m so sorry for both of us
How it breaks my heart to see people suffering like this everyday =( sigh I wish I could help but I barely have any control over my own life.. I’m sorry
I’m here to talk to if you ever need anyone
But be strong and don’t give up
it’s good to know that you care…thank you
stay strong(: were here to help!