Why does it have to be so difficult
why
Why do i have to be such a coward
why…?!?!
WHY can’t I just DIE??
Why can’t I escape from my life?
It is so difficult and I have tried pretty much everything I can do except poisoning because I am scared shit of vomiting. Even then I have made a small overdose as the most pathetic attempt of the century.
I have one more plan and it could take a while before I can get to it.
I just am at a complete loss here… ;_; (damn i promised myself i wouldn’t cry or people would be wasting their time over my shitty tears)
Y’know, I used to wish for an afterlife so much as a way to keep hoping that there is peace. But now, I don’t even want that. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I don’t want to feel emotions anymore as even happiness hurts me.
Sorry for ranting..you don’t have to reply.
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Why do you wish to end your life so badly? Death will come for you when your time is up. Why rush things? Keep fighting the good fight.
I don’t want to live another day in pain. I gave up. I’m a coward.