You seem to be in rage mode! Chill out homie! Go play some resident evil 6 or Dead Island and calm down! We’ve all been used time and time again! Believe me… I’ve torn my pants in front of 100 people before and they laughed at me for weeks… I was tore up at first, but now we all laugh about it! 🙂 Crazy EPIC Awesomeness!!! HAHA… BTW Cutting is not going to draw attention, it makes scars that only YOU know the story to. Cheer up Babe… Life is worth it!