i am feeling so much better than i have the past months , so i have decided to take a break form this website it has helped me a lot and because i feel so much better i dont want to be cought up in my old problems , so i will be only on this website when i hit rock bottom again , i hope u all understand , i just didnt want people to thing if i wasnt on for a few weeks i hadnt done something dtupid , so byr for now 🙂 , i wi sh everyone of you good luck on getting better 🙂 xxxx