today i confessed to a friend of mine that i start again cutting and then she told that she expected that of me even when i go to school with a big smile and later the only friend who discover it (i didn’t told her ) told me the same!
in a very unexplained way i felt terrible.. i want to stop but at the same time is my only way to let go feelings.
HELP ME PLEASEEEE JUST READ IT.. FOR ONCE I WANT TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE UNDERSTAND ME..
(sorry if my english is bad i’m from latin- america)
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I understand…honestly it’s better not to tell anyone. After about a month or two of telling everyone how I felt, I discovered they honestly didn’t care..It’s fucking horrible but you get used to it after a while
i also understand how you feel, i told one of my close friends , about it she listened to my whole speech about my problem then after a minute she just starting talking about something pointless. like it wasnt important at all..
Yes I agree with edipietro and Miss.Mayhem. You are on a great site here to find help and we’ll appreciate what you share. If you find support groups, consult with a mental health professional or perhaps church leaders I think you’ll find that they are good listeners too.
This is an important lesson that they should probably show a 30 minute film about in school: 1.) close friends and/or family are probably going to leave us wanting when it comes to an occasional crisis we each need help with and 2.) there is immense power in getting help from online forums, church, support groups and/or mental health pro’s
Welcome aboard givin’ up, and thanks for sharing part of your story 🙂